This is a journaling blog that will be mixed with serious and light maybe funny if I can manage to be funny. I hope it helps someone even if it’s only one person. I’m writing this for my emotional benefit but also so that whoever might read it would experience light, hope and help in the space they’re in. Throughout my life I’ve experienced a depth of pain and loneliness in my mind, body, soul and spirit that can’t be described in this short entry. I will tell my story gradually and what has helped me. This is the first of many so ttyl in my next post asap hopefully tomorrow.